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2010-05-24T22:59:00.004+08:00

I could not recall when was the last time I actually smile.
From the inside.
I am now and the reason is simple.
You.
: )

Wished the clock would never tick and time would stall.
Wished nothing would change.

2010-04-23T23:56:00.001+08:00

Great game today! : D
2 - 0
But more rooms for self-improvements thou..

2010-04-14T16:41:00.002+08:00

Walking away from problems is always the easy way out.
Sometimes I have to admit I'm too afraid facing them head on.

2010-03-30T23:08:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is Wednesday! : D

2010-03-26T23:30:00.001+08:00

Hmmm how should I say,

Today was my last day working in the Family & Juvenile Court. Truly up till this morning, I'm still very fond of the place for it has given me the opportunities to shine, learn and the many many fond memories created with the people there and some working at the Subordinate Court.

The day started off well, with some celebration going on for the retirement of a respectable Judge. Though the celebration wasn't for me, I felt extremely honoured to even leave on the same day as him. Slacked around and started my work only after 10! haha.

Off for lunch at 1! at coffee bean. Really appreciate it that all of them working that day went just for me although it is nearing the end of the month and they complained that they are broke. Even Brandon joined in. Though I guess you were busying studying at that point of time, my heart wished you were there so i could see your beautiful face once again. The coffee bean manager even gave me a free cup of mocha and the table with 12 of us 2 free cheese cakes to honour my 'resignation'! haha I felt like king!

Finished my very last bit of work near 4 and went around to say my thanks and goodbyes to everyone. First to level 3 registry, then level 2 back end office, Maintenance Counter, MMC, Office 4, Juvenile Court and POS. All the sweet words and praises got me high, like on drugs. They all really made my day! :) Then came the unexpected gifts. I really didn't expect it cause I gave everyone such a short notice, however they still put up the cards and gifts nicely for me. Those words are really heart-felt and I'm super super appreciative of everyone. My all-time favourite lunch gang, rui rong and hui ping. I stayed back a bit to say thanks to Agnes, my friendly and kind boss, before I left my workplace filled with wonderful memories. It's like walking back the same track like almost any other day, glancing at the direction you will always walk out from hoping to see you, savouring the very last bit of everything.

The best part of today was that you finally replied! :)
Peeping and glancing at you during lunch, noticing and remembering things about you, our train rides back ;P and irritating you always. Just wanna say I'll never leave.....

A frown in the morning turned to a grin from ear to ear at night. Everything is a blessing. I appreciate every finest bits of it. :)

2010-03-24T23:03:00.000+08:00

Disconnected.
Now that my sunshine is gone, I guess I will wither.
Looks so easy for you.
You will never know what I'm going through.

2010-03-20T21:40:00.000+08:00

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didn't want to go, whoa
Today in the blink of an eye
I'm holding on to something and I do not know why I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation; what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know, whoa
Today I'm on my own
I cant move a muscle and I cant pick up the phone, I don't know

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain,
And bring on the thunder.

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think Ill make it out but you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road
That's taking me to places that I didn't want to go, whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain

And listen to the thunder

2010-02-28T00:34:00.000+08:00

I feel super drained right now. Since Thursday. Like an empty cup.
The result of giving too much?

2010-02-24T20:37:00.003+08:00

Even the strongest shield breaks sometimes.
Office politics.

I'm not the victim but seeing someone, who always render her help willingly when you need it, being back-stabbed and bullied around, I cannot help but got pulled in for the emotional ride today. No I did not cry obviously, nevertheless, I was feeling helpless because I was not able to do anything to help her at all.

Tendering resignation for a job you have been working for for 13 years is not an easy feat. Really. You have gotten so used to your little private space, old friends and all the good old times and the bad times you had there. I find it really takes more than just courage to throw the letter.

Haiz. Points to ponder. Shall see what is in for tomorrow.

2010-02-12T21:26:00.004+08:00

My attitude problem acted up again.
I seriously think I needa grow up sometimes but at the sight of it I just couldn't.
What's wrong with me. Someone teach me please.
A middle finger to myself. Or maybe two.

It shall be my CNY resolution then.
Anyway Happy CNY to all. :)

2010-01-17T01:22:00.003+08:00

Ambivalent.
I'm a master of disguise already.
Pondering.
At the same time it felt like Déjà Vu.

2010-01-06T23:59:00.001+08:00

So close yet so far....

2009-12-27T21:57:00.004+08:00

These few days had been amazing till I do not know what to blog about. With all the festivities kicking in, it is definitely a great way to end the year. Woo

Well watched Avatar on Christmas's Eve, Family gathering at my Sis's place on Christmas Day and the Annual Bravo celebration on Boxing Day. I find my time was better spent this year compared to the very same period last year where I just keep hitting clubs.

The thoughts of going to work tomorrow just gives me the B-L-U-E-S. After 3 days of relaxation, who in the right mind will be so enthusiastic about work yea? Haha.. But work nowadays is quite enjoyable. I don't actually dread going to work at all. Strange..

Can't wait for New Year's Eve!

2009-12-05T23:28:00.003+08:00

Sang a $10 song yesterday and had a great meet-up with my hockey mates. =)
Reached home 3 am and still feeling damn energetic.
It's the holiday mood now and I'm feeling the vibe. Everyone is flying off to somewhere and I'm damn jealous though I just came back not long ago. BKK shall be it next year.

Feeling damn aimless out of a sudden. It feels like there is something missing.

2009-11-29T12:25:00.002+08:00

How time flies. Fuck.
Seeing all my friends mugging and stressing about upcoming exams.
Though there is still a long way to go,
I'm beginning to dread school already.

I have been too detached from books and my weekends are for slacking and having fun.
I don't want to stay at home on weekends to study. Seriously.
Nightmare.......

2009-11-23T23:36:00.002+08:00

Parents went overseas..
Meaning I need to do all the dishes and laundries myself..
......

2009-11-21T21:57:00.001+08:00

Back from Phuket last night.
Great fun.
Still waiting for the photos.

2009-11-14T14:44:00.009+08:00

I really admire this artist to the core : Cobus Potgieter. A drummer. Ever seen drum covers for the songs you've always listen to? Well this artist do those covers with a little touch of his own beats to it. Not the Original cover but still feels smooth to listen to.

Cobus - Michael Jackson - Smooth Criminal (Drum Cover)

Cobus - Kelly Clarkson - My Life Would Suck Without You (Drum Cover)

And my personal favourite!
Cobus - Breaking Benjamin - The Diary of Jane (Drum Cover)

I totally dig his drumming! Check out http://www.cobuspotgieter.com/ for more!

2009-11-14T11:36:00.000+08:00

Been cheated and I'm working in a warehouse now. The environment kinda sucked but luckily I'm only working there for 3 days. 2 days down and 1 more to go. I can already feel I'm complaining much less than before and adapting to a new environment much faster. Probably that's how army has changed me. Hmmm misses.

Anyway, I'm

FLYING OFF IN 3 DAYS TIME! WOOHOO!

2009-11-11T01:34:00.000+08:00

My hair changed colour yesterday evening. Woohoo!
I'm loving it.

2009-11-09T13:30:00.003+08:00

071109

Sentosa! Message says meet 9am but only 4 of us reached on time. Waited for the rest till 12+ and was kinda pissed initially as I only slept 4 hours the day before. People say a sleepy man is an angry man. Wanted to just leave and go back home at 1 point but luckily I did not or else I will have missed out all the fun.

The targeted ones were marinated with soggy sand, calamine lotion, wasabi, lip balm, counter pain etc before being dunk into the sea. I swear all the people at the beach were looking at us. Some laughing some trying to stop us thinking that we are bullying. Haha. It all spells fun.

and how can we miss out Master Simon on this part.

Wasabi on the face.

Volleyball-ed. Frisbee-ed. and getting all tanned. The most fun is of course basketball with the hot girls!

It's impossible to upload everything. So do check out my Facebook for more.

Ciao ~

2009-11-04T22:20:00.000+08:00

SICK SICK SICK SICK SICK SICK SICK SICK SICK SICK. tsk.

2009-11-03T15:58:00.001+08:00

Radio 1 Live Lounge - Lady GaGa - Poker Face

Didn't know Lady GaGa can play the piano. Totally awsome & talented.

2009-11-02T03:48:00.001+08:00

Had the last standby in Hendon Camp this past weekend. Fun & Nostalgic.

Talked crap, 'dao pok', talk crap again, Mac delivery at 1 A.M and crap again. Everyone can't help but feeling emo. That it was going to be the last night the whole bunch of us spending in camp. Even enemies became friends again.

As I packed my stuffs, de-kit, pull my duffel bag away and saying bye to everyone it kind of made me not feel like ORD-ing. Seriously. For all I know I can't make such buddies in workplace in the future. Without them i seriously think army is just a waste of time.

To Master Simon: I think you are the best CSM in the army. You don't treat us like dogs but like adults and always care for our welfare and at the same time you don't spoil us. Professional and Knowledgeable. You are always teaching me lots of stuffs I can't learn anywhere else. You are more like a mentor and a friend. hahaha who we always can play pranks and tricks on. Thanks for your guidance its invaluable.

To my Troopers Kok Weng, Ban, Calvin, Sherman, Teng Ji : U all are full of crap! and never fail to make army an enjoyable place. Really appreciated the time u all took to cheer me up when I was down a couple of months ago. I really needed that.You all always like to defy orders but still, you all get things done. and all of you run faster than me sia fuck. hope the 2 fat pigs don't make your days miserable. Hang on, 6 more months and its your turn already and I'll be there to celebrate your ORD.

and lastly to the 8 of us + sam : Never knew we could work so well and stick so close till the end. We always cover each other's backside, sabo one another for DS duty, Guard duty, BOS duty and quarrel. People use to think we're incapable but we did prove them wrong every time. We uphold the image of Bravo and I think we didn't let ourselves down!

The journey's almost ending and all I can say is army has been fulfilling since the day I step into 1 MI BN. It changes my mentality and definitely made me mature.
" Do the Right Things, Do Things Right, We are Family.''
Values that I'll never forget.

2009-10-21T00:00:00.001+08:00

Anyway, happy birthday to you. Have a sweet 19.

2009-10-20T10:48:00.002+08:00

These 2 things are my right upper and lower wisdom teeth! I was appalled when the nurse handed me this zip lock bag containing my teeth too which was removed yesterday. It's damn humongous and one of it had part of my gum sticking to it. Bloody. haha

During the Op, the nurse wrap a tower across my face covering my eyes. I wondered was it even necessary for such a trivial dental procedure. 'Just remove it lah! I not scared 1!' I said to myself arrogantly. It was only until the drilling sound came closer to me after the local anesthesia was applied that I'm beginning to appreciate what the nurse had done. Somethings are just better not to be seen. When the Doc used some tools of hers to 'giap' my teeth, the drilling begins! I swear I swallowed my throat damn hard you could hear it from the room opposite. Due to the numbness I had on my right jaw, I couldn't feel a tinge of sensation, just a bit of pressure exerting on me. Because of this same numbness, it felt like as if the Doc was removing the wrong tooth! I was a bit 'chua sai-ed'. The deafening drilling sound and the constant prying on my teeth made me pondered why did I even sign up for this. For a moment, I thought I was part of the sequel for SAW VI. Scary. Only after I told myself not to get so tensed up did the Doc had a easier time removing my two right wisdom teeth. The whole excision took about 5-6 mins.

Somethings would suffice if we try it for once and this wisdom tooth removal is definitely the one. Unfortunately, I'm going for the other side next week. Yeeeeaaaah I just love torturing myself. Damn -.-

2009-10-18T23:50:00.001+08:00

Dined at Himawari this evening with family. Was to celebrate my San Jie's birthday. It's been damn long since we had dined outside together and it's always fun to do so. Hah laughter always fills the air which is quite a comforting sight for me to see. We will always talk about the latest trends and stuffs to keep the 'Opiang' people updated. After satisfying our stomach we headed down to Portsdown Rd for some beers and cider to chill cause my mom and dad could stay up late. I didn't drink much cause the thoughts of having a beer belly in the future always thwart me from doing so. We didn't order much anyway just 4 beer bottles shared among 9 of us. We look like noobcakes seriously. haha. Family gathering is always the best.

Finally extracting my wisdom tooth out tomorrow! What I wish for tomorrow is neither having a smooth procedure nor a gorgeous doc operating for me. What I want is my 5 days MC!

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2009-10-13T15:13:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I really don't understand myself. I don't know what I'm doing. I told myself many times that I want to be angry with you and be harsh on you. But I just couldn't bear to and I always relent to you whenever you're feeling down. I care for people more, and you especially, than I care for myself that at times I think I'm deprive of and in need for some attention. That explains my attention-seeking nature sometimes i guess? I wish I could be a mutha-fucking bastard who is damn heartless. But I am just not one. I am just not one.

SIGH. I just want you to be happy.

Anyway I hope things go well for you back home.

2009-10-12T00:23:00.005+08:00

Hit REBEL on Saturday night! The DJ sucks big time and it's damn hot inside but the company was good. 4 merlions for the night.

Bravo Coy!

The Merlions. Wasted!

Still Sober

Headed for supper afterwards with TengJi, Kok Weng, Alex, YK, Benz and Alan. Stomach feels weird after eating probably due to all the toxic. And damn shag. Cabbed home with Alex afterwards and almost fell asleep in the cab.

P.S.:::
I usually don't listen to emo songs cause it'll dull my mood and my day and i don't really get the meanings behind those lyrics. I used to find them whiny. But when i confine myself with all these songs recently, they peculiarly liven up my mood and makes me nod to their words with agreement. Somehow or rather, they seem to be the only people on earth who are able to empathise with me. So yeaaah I'm feeling **** up-ed again. Luckily, I'm not the only person on earth going through this. : )

2009-10-06T12:40:00.002+08:00

When was the last time u had the time to just sit down and relax to read a good book? Well i guess i got plenty of time to do that now woohoo! and i'm currently half-way through reading 1.

I'm quite amazed how time flies. It feels like i've finished my A Levels just yesterday. Sometimes i can't quite make myself to believe that i'm ORDing in about a month time. ORD leh ---> the day i longed for for so long is actually coming? I guess eating a lot, getting fat and ORDing are synonyms. Seriously, i better plan out some exercise regimes and stick to it before the spare tyres appear.

I need to shop soon though i just went last Thursday. I think i shop like a women and spend like them. damn.

Booking in later tonight and out this Thursday. 2 day week woo! Happy? I guess not that much. I don't know why. Maybe it's cause I got so much time at hand suddenly I don't know what to do with it. Or maybe it's because of the things that happened lately that makes me feel this way. Fuck. I should be enjoying the 'holidays' and not like this.

2009-10-06T11:23:00.005+08:00

こんにちは !

I'm back at crapping!

2008-11-03T05:33:00.000+08:00

this week was fucking terrible cause i gotten fever. not once but TWICE. y-e-a 2 times this week. seriously i felt like killing myself at that instant simply because it was so unbearable. the first was at 38.4 and the second 38.6. i think my brain was totally fried. Arggghhh

though fever has subsided, my gastric flu still hasn't. must be the cockles and the oyster i ate last week. !@#$%

wish all these shit could get out of me rite now!:((

2008-10-13T10:35:00.000+08:00

Its graduation cum promotion for me this week! HAH now i'm no longer a fucking corporal with no authority and who needs to march everywhere i go.. now i feel like a KING. i can go anywhere whenever i want now. i'm freed! muhahaha and people pls greet me as SGT KOH the next time u see me. hahaha kiddin....

this also means that more duties are coming my way which means weekends kena burn! i guess nothing in this world comes free. now that there's more responsibilities i gotta be more serious and really hope to learn as much as i can till ORD which is like ermmmmmmmm haiz lets not talk about it..

03/08 RCC

Graduation Cert

Clubbed at Zouk on Friday night with my army friends and so coincidentally saw carrie, van ng and vann kong there. it was a wonderful night! hell yea...
Phuture is the place to be...

vanessa ng and vannessa kong

i have to admit that i'm a procrastinator. big time. there's so much stuffs i wanna do during weekends but ends up nothing is done. maybe i need to organise myself and plan my time. yes i shall start of bit by bit starting next sat! i mean seriously...

2008-10-02T04:36:00.000+08:00

I bought myself this deep red baby yesterday !

yes its the 'limited-edition' God of War Entertainment Pack. yeeaaa man love it deep deep.

2008-09-27T23:14:00.000+08:00

after a month of prep and gone through 6 weeks of hell, i've finally earned myself a jungle hat! woo.

this course really tortures me up and down man. first is Ex Longwalk that tortures you physically then Combat Survival Training that tortures your stomach and last but not least Resistance To Interrogations that plays with you mentally. now that its all over, i can finally heap a sigh of relief.

but when i think back its not really that hard (except for all the fast marches) to complete this course. with perseverance and determination nothing in this world is impossible! this is what i've learnt from it really. and it feels damn good when you have achieve something you never thought you would. yea man now i'm all set to parrrtttyyyy!

The Reconnaissance's Creed :
First In, Last Out, Recce!

2008-09-13T16:47:00.000+08:00

there's so much stuff i wanna blog about, especially during mid week, regarding some discontentment i had with certain people. but when i'm in front of my com, the mood to blog about all these stuffs disappears. maybe its because so many days have past and the anger has already faded. maybe its because im too drained from the training hence too lazy to recall the things that had happened and pen it down. anyway 2 more weeks and i'll never see them again. WOOHOO

facebook is so much cooler than friendster. i've been exploring how to use facebook for the last 3 hours and i'm kinda addicted to it already. hah

one last thing, there's HOCKEY tml woo. its been ages since i use my stick. i hope it don't break tml.

2008-09-08T01:42:00.000+08:00

Dined at Kuishinbo last sat!

now i've got a big hole in my pocket..

wasn't feeling too good these days. must be all the snacks at night damn.
going to course seriously sucks! nvm i shall endure through it. 3 more hell weeks to go..

2008-08-24T12:37:00.000+08:00

where did all the rock bands went ?!

I NEED SOME NEW SONGS & THRILLING CONCERTS!

2008-08-12T09:42:00.000+08:00

chilled with the Hockey Comm again at ht's house yesterday. was late purposely cos jm told me he'll be late hahaha and we've made qx wait for more than 1/2 an hour i tink. omg! so sorry!

there's a changed in initial plan so we decided to play mahjong instead. after a while the 4 of us less jm went to pick hm up at gek poh and decided to lunch at Mac. got to noe this guy called 'blink blink' from the ladies haha. hmmmm i find him weird. ok i shall stop it if not i'll get retribution someday... heh

went back to ht house after lunch and mahjong again. shortly qx left for family dinner and there's only me wq ht & hm left. played till 10 pm haha. and i still can't stop laughing at the 'panadol' thing. i tink only ht and me understand what's so funny HAHA... the best part of the evening is that i didn't win a single game at all! wt...... i lost my 'sunshine' and my pool of chip nearly went dry.. wo de tian ar..

2008-08-05T07:52:00.000+08:00

After 8 long months of not working his brain at all.....

weiqin is suffering from :

1) stupidity &
2) short term memory loss.

great... maybe i should read more rather than just slp most of the time.

2008-07-28T00:35:00.000+08:00

I can turn this

to THIS !

with 2 hands of course... hahaha
not bad eh! hoho.
some more i only took half a day to master it. and playing this can really help kill time in camp. i shall get myself a 4x4 cube sometime soon.

i was out yesterday with the same gink gang i hang out last week and celebrated adrain's belated b'dae. we met in the morning to collect our cert and the difference between this time and the time i collect my 'O' lvl cert was the brown folder they gave. i find it rather cool and presentable. haha
had dinner at Pasta de Waraku. though the serving is damn petite, it's actually quite yummy. especially the COD FISH ROE PIZZA! wah lau its hmmmm emmmm!
tasty and unforgettable.

weihong told me the joker died. omg! how can it be?
its such a waste cause i tink he's the best actor in The Dark Knight.
seriously.

2008-07-18T13:50:00.000+08:00

pictures taken i think 3 weeks ago! had an awesome dim sum breakfast at Hotel Mirama.

Y-E-A im this lazy nowadays..

and i have a sudden urge to play hockey! but im alwaes not free on weekends.. alamak..

2008-07-10T09:28:00.000+08:00

course ends today = no more stay out

AND have to report back to unit later. so guess my mood now..... heh
it's H-E-L-L from tml onwards. wtf wtf wtf

2008-07-08T13:04:00.000+08:00

Changed blog skin!

Today was off road training at Lorong Asrama. got a great deal of durian trees there. As its the durian season now, there are plentiful ripe durians on the ground. its damn tempting so our instructors picked some up, thereafter we parked our bikes one side and ate those delicious things. i tell you its damn nice, nicer than some sold at markets. some more its free! that's why it's not surprising to find some civilian entering the restricted premises. today was hell of a fun.

2008-07-03T11:58:00.000+08:00

I've passed my public road test today! woo
no more stress no more stress liao! so i'll be getting my license very soon. it's quite daunting to take practical tests, especially the balancing and circuit test last week, because i've put in so much effort during practice and i wouldn't want it all to go to waste by making a slight mistake during the test day, as those who failed are "labelled" as lousy or weak which is damn depressing.

well for today's test, i'm lucky that the pedestrians and the motorist didn't cock me up otherwise i'll have failed and be emo for the whole day. i'm looking forward to island-wide riding this friday and next week. it's gonna be another brand new fun to experience.

course is about to end means going back to unit soon means gonna clear my IPPT and SOC for the year and preparation for the imminent yet dreadful RCC course.
argghhh EEMMOOO..... haha

2008-06-25T13:33:00.000+08:00

i've realised that i didn't put up any picture since i got enlisted. maybe cos i'm lazy to change to a camera phone when i go out every weekend.

Popeye Chicken and Biscuits is my favourite fastfood restaurant for now. its comparable to KFC lo or even better. i'm fond of their buns which has a cake-like texture to it. its even more heavenly when you eat it with their jam hmmm emmm. this sends me drooling for more. its also featured in last Sunday LifeStyle so go and check it out! and if anyone of u chance upon this restaurant, cos i only know the one at T1, please kindly ta pao for me. hoho

this week is damn hectic. schedule is damn packed and this puts alot of pressure on us trainee to perform well or else STAY BACK FOR REMEDIAL. omg!

2008-06-21T13:04:00.000+08:00

Damn i'm broke! real bad. cos recently i bought a new pair of skates and spent 111 bucks on concession. with these half of my pay is gone. and it's alwaes in time like this that every gadget you have starts to spoil. YES i'm talking about my ipod earpiece. i should have started dieting and slim down so that my enormous weight wouldn't have crushed the earpiece into 2 pieces when i place it by my side while sleeping. so i needa be thrifty till my next pay comes. with back pay and government bonus! woo i can't wait.

i thought going for bike course will grant me more leisure time cos it's a stay-out course. sadly it isn't the case. i needa get my lazy self up 0445 every morning and make a near 2 hours trip to the driving circuit near bedok. reach home 1930 and sometime 2130 and needa get to bed before 11. the worse part is SAT STILL GOT TRAINING! but one thing good is that i get to see chio bu-s on the trip home everyday. y-e-a baby. some more i get to speed with all my reckless course mates in the circuit. it's damn thrilling. vroom ~

i'm so damn busy till i haven have the time yet to try out my skates. SOooo i'm gonna do it tml.

2008-06-04T16:00:00.000+08:00

BBQ during confinement sounds great yea? woo that's what my company did last Saturday. We paid 5 bucks only and get to enjoy a huge array of food like gigantic chicken fillet, pork ribs, stingray etc just to name a few. All thanks to my generous new OC for the treat. bet he felt the big hole in his pockets now. It's quite fun and happening i must say. and i'm enjoying my stay at the new unit so far.

by the way SingFest 2008 is coming to town this 2nd and 3rd Aug! with artists like Travis, One Republic, LostProphets, Panic! at the Disco and so much more. anyone interested ?

and i'm quite sad yesterday that the Red Wings did not manage to win game 5 against the Penguins. They were THIS THIS close to clinch the Stanley Cup! they were just 34.3 seconds away from winning their title when the dumb Penguins scored and equalised. sadly the dumb bird scored again during the 3rd OT and won the game. i hope luck will be on Red Wings side during game 6 tomorrow morning.

2008-05-25T11:34:00.000+08:00

I'm finally out of Bravo! It's a nightmarish place to be in and it does not bring me any fond memories at all except for the camaraderie. some of the sergeants there are really fuckers. short fuse and hot tempered. staying there for 8 weeks made me a good actor so that i'll get out of trouble. i feel so stifled every time cause i'm not being myself. but PHEW i'm out of it liao woooo.

right now i'll be residing in 1st MI Battalion till i ORD. been there only for a week so its still hard to say whether it'll be heaven or hell. anyway i'm looking forward to the bike course starting in June where i get to go home everyday for a MONTH. wow

and i'm gonna get a new pair of skates.

2008-05-05T11:06:00.000+08:00

One part of me tells me to OOC cos there's lots of benefit from it. you'll get a more relax job.
While the other side tells me to hang on and endure through it cos you'll taste sweetness once everything is over.
15 more weeks. which side should i listen to?
money ain't easy to earn man.

I'll be back to tekong this coming week. hope things will be fine which is less likely the case. also hope to get some motivation seeing all the noobs there. at least for once i can look like a pro. HAHA

Anyway needa thank my class clique for the advance bdae celebration. haha

2008-04-21T09:52:00.000+08:00

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confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine confine

there's still a long way to go before i can have my freedom back.
it makes me treasure every second i have as a civilian.

2008-04-06T13:38:00.000+08:00

Your mind is the weakest part of the body
conquer it.

2008-03-30T05:23:00.000+08:00

SISPEC wasn't that bad so far. made some new friends pretty fast as we had common enemy, common topics to talk about haha. at least in SISPEC we are treated more like humans then in BMT. BMT is like living in a prison. hahaha cause i'm someone who doesn't like to follow rules. i like to break it.

BMT has brought me fond memories. especially the last few weeks. the dumb dressing and camo party our section did during one of the nights, raiding other platoons and got caught by sergeant kong! , HAHA how me clement benedict and gabriel got confine during the very last week! and so much more.

warrent ee once said " do you think that when you really put in hard work, you'll get the things you want in life? No! cause that's life. "
those words made quite an impact on me though i hate to believe it.
I've realise that some of my dreams were just my fantasy. it'll never come true.
the more hope you'll have, the more disappointment you'll get in the end. that's life isn't it?

2008-03-19T06:20:00.000+08:00

Hmmmmm..
What's next ?

2008-02-18T05:23:00.000+08:00

woo! Asia Airshow is finally held again in Singapore after 8 long years. i'm really thrilled about this event happening next week. hence i went to the net to search for some really cool pictures.

i really admire these pilots cos they are risking their lives, performing higly dangerous aerobatics maneuvers just to entertain people like me. pray that nothing goes wrong on that day. 3 cheers to the RSAF Black Knights! i bet they have put in a lot of hardwork in this event.

hope i get to book out this sat night on time if not i'm really really screwed and it will be a waste of my $$$.

2008-01-28T06:31:00.000+08:00

Platoon 1 Bronco Company

back from tekong! it feels like i've spent 2 years there. it was rather fun and i've made lots of friends. friends who are jokers and friends who share the same interest as me. my company was rushing all the major activities first so that we could relax at the later part of BMT. hence i went for live range already. was quite an experience and was almost deaf from the blast of the shots. haha

my company likes to conduct lessons out of the classroom. this was rather fresh and interesting to me. could learn better and faster this way. the most memorable one was having Individual Field Craft lessons at the forest. one of it was cover and concealment. so my platoon did a 'hide and seek' (army style) there with camo and everything on. haha

going for field camp next week. this was rather fast. that means another 10 days of confinement. :( 6 days and 5 nights will be spent in the jungle. so can only come back again on chinese year new eve.

i still hope that i'll have time to keep in touch with my school friends! yea

tough times don't last, tough man will.

2008-01-10T13:17:00.000+08:00

had a hilarious dinner time with huiting, qiaoxuan, huimin, junming and weiqiang yesterday. though we met quite late, it was a time well spent with them. my stomach and cheeks ached with all those laughter after dinner hahaha. it was fun and i enjoy it totally. we were so carried away talking that we forgot to take pictures. argh wasted man. hope we'll meet up again soon! haha :D

in a short while i'll be embarking on a brand new adventure! :D

2008-01-06T17:03:00.000+08:00

towned with my class clique. was out the whole day and i finally bought a cap. there's only 1 design that is big enough to fit my gigantic head. lol and yea i'm gonna be botak soon. dreads......

it was an enjoyable trip and had some quality time with them. haha

i'm too worn-out now to blog about the details. hah the pictures shall help me do all the talking. : )

2008-01-02T01:46:00.000+08:00

met up with my sec school clique yesterday. the usual bball gang, xueyuan, denson, elaine and jasmine ho. oh yea its been a year, i think, since i last met them. we all chated and laughed a lot. did alot of catching up as well. it doesn't matter where they went, most of them did pretty well academically and i felt good for them. the afternoon was spent eating and playing pool. xueyuan and jas ho left early and the rest of us headed towards vincent house celebrating the coming 2008. played mahjong again! and lost badly to all the pros. wah piang how come everytime like that. hahaha caught the fireworks at boon lay but i still prefer those at the esplanade. afterwhich we proceeded to the highlight of the day - played a dunno what card game and the one who kena forfeit must drink a number of sip of alcohol depending on the card you get as well as failure of abiding to the rules of the game. and like this the 10 of us left drank 1 and a half bottle of absolute vodka. :S woah it then became challenging to stay conscious for everyone of us haha. it was fun and we talk alot of cock. headed home at around 830 in the morning and i was dead beat.

Fall Out Boy - I'm Like A Lawyer With The Way I'm Always Trying To Get You Off (Me & You)

This is the new song i've found! pretty much addicted to it now. from my point of view Fall Out Boy is the best band for 2007! and i'm their fan from now on. woo. try listening to at least the end of the first chorus. you'll never know. you might like it somehow too. haha and guess what! i'm starting to like chinese songs nowadays too haha.

a conversation with huimin. i guess its something only the hockers will know. HAHA!

anyway, i wanna say
HAPPY 2008 EVERYBODY!
HOPE 2008 WILL BE A BETTER YEAR FOR EVERYONE OF US!

2007-12-30T17:42:00.000+08:00

NHL Play of the Week. 3rd week. the best week i've seen so far.

the no.1 spot is a sensation. just look at the way he dribbles past so many players. that ain't no easy job man.

thinking of taking up the sport since a long time ago. but the fact that i don't have the time to commit to it just kinda depress me deeply. arghhhhh

anyway its the coolest game on earth.

2007-12-30T05:00:00.000+08:00

celebrated christmas with my family at my da jie house on christmas eve. had a mini bbq there. there's lotsa good food. played mahjong there too! argh but i lost. $3.80 to be exact. slept at 5 am and woke up 1 pm the next morning. yes i've turned to a pig these days. stayed there till 6pm before i rushed home to get changed and hurried down to clewank's christmas party. it was pretty fun. had gift exchange and i must thank huimin for the low fat milk and cereal haha. i enjoyed the night at the playground. just look at how crazy we were.

damn i'm so broke now. i really wish i have the time to work.

read the book The Five People You Meet In Heaven by Mitch Albom. hmmmm wasn't very intriguing as i thought it would be. hah a stark contrast with its summary at the back.

' On his eighty-third birthday, Eddie, a lonely war veteran, dies in a tragic accident trying to save a little girl from a falling cart. With his final breath, he feels two small hands in his - and then nothing. He awakens in the afterlife, where he learns that Heaven is not a lush Garden of Eden but a place where your earthly life is explained to you by five people who were in it. These people may have been loved ones or distant strangers. Yet each of them changed your path for ever.'

i'll read more to work my brain. i'll be glad if you have any good book to recommend.

2007-12-22T15:31:00.000+08:00

i'm trying new things.
i'll do somethings that i never thought i'll do.

i'm preparing for another phase in life!

2007-12-19T14:52:00.000+08:00

Went for a cycling trip with my er jie and bro. cycled from East Coast all the way to Changi Airport there. caught some interesting things along the way.

Remarkable sand castle.

AEROPLANES!

Then we head off to a Korean BBQ restaurant nearby for dinner. WTF the worst experience of my life! they might as well rename the restaurant to Korean Vegetarian restaurant. paid a total of 91 bucks to eat plant and the taste sucks. haha maybe cause i'm not used to it. but anyway i'll never step into any Korean restaurant ever again. hah

2007-12-16T19:07:00.000+08:00

argh! my blog is turning rusty. been trying to do something meaningful these few days so that i won't waste my time away. hence i avoid coming online that often and so never blog. yea. so i shall summarise what i've did for the past few days.

10.12.2007 - 13.12.2007

hockey chalet! its fun i must say. played mahjong, some card and dice games, the first day was pretty amazing. with some lame jokes and ghost stories. i just can't stop laughing. haha went Escape the second day and the Haunted House there -.- wasn't scary at all. sat the Rainbow and the Vikings but the feeling wasn't that shiok if u have tried the rides before. hey but its the people that i rode with that made the rides really different and enjoyable. they made me so excited all over again. haha

after that comes BBQ. wasted a lot of food. and its really a lot. i guess the amount of food thrown away was enough for another BBQ session seriously. its a waste of $$$$. none of us ate much i think.

a really thrilling chalet! i would gladly go again if there's anymore in the future.wasted that i didn't take any picture cause i was so preoccupied with the fun.haha

14.12.2007

my siblings and i turned chef today. whipped up some baked rice and spaghetti. looking at it still makes me hungry.

baked rice no. 1

baked rice no.2 (looks more like pizza though)
hah

my dinner.

can tell that my dad doesn't really like western food cause he only ate 1 serving. haha
shall try other weird dishes the next time round.

15.12.2007

went swimming at jurong west swimming complex with my sis. feels kinda weird though. she's more of like soaking in the water than swimming. haha but shes a good companion. had a good sun tan and i really felt invigorated. exercising is great. due to my cough, i wasn't able to swim that much like i used to last week. didn't managed to reach home before the heavy rain caught us. so we were drenched. my phobia of water since young has really gone for good. hell yea! and i start to enjoy swimming. i'll go for more! when i've gotten well.

caught some drama series on channel 8 this afternoon. its been a long time that i've watched any drama show or be in front of the tv. hah yes are u amazed ?!

2007-12-09T13:12:00.000+08:00

Went for dinner with anirud for the one last time yesterday. this dude will be migrating to Scotland today. though known him for barely 2 years, memories do run deep when sending him off at Changi Airport this morning. he never fails to put laughter in everyone of our faces with his lame jokes and actions. i still remember vividly the break dances he did and the rap songs he sang with me during our hockey camps. damn hilarious haha.

could tell from his face at the departure hall that he couldn't bare to leave us and Singapore. could tell from everyone of our faces that we would be glad if he could stay. friends are easy to make. good friends aren't easy to find. things don't always stay the same every time. it's really sad to lose such a good friend.

2007-12-03T15:44:00.000+08:00

Been busy with my weight loss programme lately that i don't even have the time to upload those long overdue prom pics.hah since I've managed to dig out some time today i shall upload those photos to keep my blog alive!

27 Nov 2007

had my prom at Amara Sentosa. the place isn't very fantastic though, with a crammed ballroom, serving us stiff-like-hell fish nuggets for dinner.haha but at least its alot betta than having it in school.

since i'm a man of few words, i shall let the pictures do all the talking.hah

S05

my clique

weihong and adrian

jj hockers

hockey buddies

cynthia and peier

huimin

qiaoxuan

weiqiang and half the face of clewank

bala and weiqiang the jokers

2nd Dec 2007

went for the RSAF seminar today. the talk was quite a bore until it came to the benefits of working in the airforce! woo enticing salaries, bonuses, scholarships, opportunities to travel around the world and much more. however i think the most important thing of all is having the PASSION in the things you do. passion is what makes people succeed. passion is what keeps us from giving up no matter how tough an obstacle we may chanced upon. haha

i must admit that the reception provided was excellent. its 100 times better than the food i had in prom despite both being buffet style. the desserts was even fantastic. and its a small world i must say cause i met qiaoxuan twice at the seminar as well as on the way back home at je.haha and she will tell you that the desserts was delectable too.

test this coming friday. pray hard that i'll do well enough to advance to the next phase.

2007-11-23T03:42:00.000+08:00

IT'S FINALLY OVER !

My head is feeling alot lighter and is so much easier to breathe after As..
What a hell I've been through.
I'll break loose. Till my freedom is over on the 10 jan next year..
Hell YEA !

2007-11-08T16:46:00.000+08:00

Half way through A levels. The last weekend was really torturous as i have to rush to finish 3 subjects in only 2 days.wtf but the good thing was that its over! hell yea phew. I really can't help but to envy those J1s i saw in school. They just remind me of the time when i was enjoying myself this period exactly a year ago. --- being online till the dead of the night, going to hockey trainings, whine with my hockey peeps and talk cock with them, curse and swear my coach and more and more HAHA.. yea those were the times..

Took a break from study cause i really needed the rest to fight for another 2 weeks. and i'm so reluctant to go back to study. i just wish that the clock rotates faster just for this period. and i think many more share the same thoughts as i do too.. looks like As is smothering everyone. However persevere and fight on everyone! It will be over before we know it. yea

Currently addicted to the songs by The Used and 30 Seconds To Mars. Their sounds and rhythms are just creative and unique to themselves. just like many other distinguished bands.. and that's why i like rock! haha okay shall end off my post with a rock song. Its ........................................

30 Seconds To Mars - Attack

2007-11-04T12:12:00.000+08:00

2 down. 8 more papers to go.

2007-10-13T11:15:00.000+08:00

Recieved my enlistment letter yesterday.and i'll be enlisted on the 10 Jan 2008 to SAF Military Training Centre School 1. Botak! omg

2007-10-12T09:02:00.000+08:00

These are the songs that are currently ringing in my head :

Timbaland Ft. One Republic - Apologise

30 Seconds to Mars - The Kill

2007-10-10T03:43:00.000+08:00

Testing 1 2 3
1st post! dont know why i started blogging.
exam stress probably. hah